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it has been long.. so long. haha.. got busy with my with school works, friends and other complicated matters. hmm...? too long a story guys (whoever still visits this site)

the past months has been hell and heaven to me. i have cried a river and laughed like a demon. i guess life can be just as what? ironic..? contradicting..? complicated..? unfair..? i am, i believe, is a simple female trying to live a simple life but still gets myself into complicated situations. the harder i try to get away from it, the more it gets into me. didn't plan for this situation, and definitely didn't expect for this to happen. like what i have said before, life is all about taking risks. this so called life can just be so questionable some times. but then again..come what may. who knows, things might fall into their right places, it could be where i want them to be or the other way around. as of this moment, i don't want to feel angry,sad nor even happy. No no.. i dont want to feel TOO happy. from a friend's original song.. he wrote: *sadya nga bang talaga ang kasiyaha'y kasunod ay kalungkutan* a bitter sweet realization.

so much for this.. i am currently working on my internship assignment. wheW! intern na.. sana makagraduate na. hay! i have a lot of things that i wanted done. but i guess i'm being too overwhelmed that i havent even started one. haha. here goes..

make new design for this blog (i'll think of something)

update this blog (hmm.. i'll have black circles around my eyes soon)

visit blog friend (promise i will!)

do a blog for my viviendo family (an assignment from my papa boss)

script for viviendo commercial (another assignment)

save money (hah! how am i supposed to do that? get starved??)

gain weight (lord help me on this)

play poker and pusoy again (miss.. :c)

visit school friends (soon guys... )

do ahpi's wedding invitation (i'm working on it!)

see my mahal real soon (miss you..)

use my camera again (i want a new one.. an slr cam)

read a book (i miss reading)

see old friends (again..soon guys..)

there's more to add.. more more... my eyes are just starting to shut on its own....

oo matagal akong nawala...minsan kse parang nakakatamad narin magtype sa harap ng pc para maisulat lahat ng mga nangyari. kahet naman kse nung ako'y nagdadalaga eh nde ako nagddiary tulad ng iba. anyway... hehehe!

a lot of things happened already and some happennings should be kept quiet. let's just say i had another downfall but it was just for a while. i got myself together again and i may say that i am happy. :) there are a lot of things to be happy about: tumaba ako; umitim ako; at may bago akong chucks! hehehe!! anyway, here's a summary of how i am spending my summer.

april12-19, 2006
went to hongkong to visit my kuya who's working there and to meet up with my dad who, at that time was in the states for a business trip and my sister who went there 2 days ahead of me. it was my 2nd time in hongkong but the first visit only took for hours as it was just a connecting flight stop to china. I wasnt actually that excited cause i wanted the whole family complete for that vacation trip. especially the kids... anyway, the hongkong visit was fun. i only stayed for one week but it felt like 1 month. i bought 2 pairs of chucks, a nike wallet, keychains, a shirt and i cant remember the rest. mga pasalubong. hehehhe! disneyland was great...very clean and if you're a kid stuck in an adult body like some of us, then its the right place for you. got a lot of pics but i was too lazy uploading them. andami kse talaga! heheh! we also went to ocean park...saw a lot of sharks. hehehe!! at eto...weirdo talag... i can't get used to the "keep left" rule and right hand drive. mababaliw ka sa sangkatutak na mga camera at gadgets! and by the way, i'm starting on film photography. hehe! medyo nakakfrustrate na nga eh. ah well, i might get the courage up to scan some of it to post here. in that way, i may get some critics to help me learn more. hehehe! i went home on the 19th, alone again cause my dad wanted to stay behind to get some rest for he was travelling for almost a month.

april 20-28, 2006
i actually did nothing but be a bum. well, not really.... i went swimming at the clubhouse with the kids for 2 consecutive days and i got nothing but a tinge of tan. parang nde rin ako umitim. sale ang salomon sa festival mall so i got another pair of shoes. hehehe!! parang ang daming kong pera eh noh? so yun... i was a bum again for a week.

april 29- may 1, 2006
went to polillo island. we didnt have any idea how to get there but go pa rin! it's the great part anyway, yung hahanapin mo kung san ka pupunta. my other sister is having her thesis there and we planned to fetch her up. so we left early morning to catch the bus to infanta, quezon. it was a 4 hour trip... the konduktor told us to get down in real because there are boats crossing to pollilo island there and it leaves at 11am. we rode a tryke to the port only to find out that the boat has already left. hehhee! ayus! so another long tryke trip to infanta. we got there around 12:30 pm and the boat will leave at 2pm pa. so we waited and waited and waited. and finally we aboard the boat and left for the isalnd. it was again a 2 hour trip but this time, we could only see waters and the sky. may nakita naman akong isang fish na tumalon. tulingan ata yun. hehe! anyway, when we got there, we went to look for mang enteng. isang sikat na tao dun na magaling na namamahala ata sa mga kapatid ko at kasamahan niya. tas we found his house and their office. si mang enteng wala, nasa bundok at binisita sila. ayun, atleast nahanap namin sila. stayed at their office for the night then we went to a beach resort the next morning. nde kagandahan pero maganda. it wasnt a swimming trip pero nature trip. pag lowtide, ang layo ng mararating mo na hanggang ankle lang yung tubig tas may makakasalubong kang mga starfish na color blue at yung ka-uri ni patrick, mga jellyfish, sea urchins, sea snakes at iba-iba pang creatures. sa tent lang kme natulog that night. the next day,went back to the office and it was also the day the my sister will arrive from the bundok. nde rin nagabot kse kailangan na namin umuwi. tas yun... we arrived at manila around 9:30pm.
may2-present..

wala lang.... bum ulet. gusto ko ulet umalis.. where to go? nde ko alam. sa nagyon, nag-aadik ako sa photography. alam ko nde magagandang ang mga shots ko pero what the hell! trip ko kumuha ng mga litrato eh. i'm by the way using a film camera kaya mahirap mag upload. hehehe!!

ang haba ng entry ko..malamang dapat lang..tagal ko kayang nawala. i wont be reviewing what i wrote kse nakakatamad. so kung mga maling spelling at wrong grammar, eh anu nga yon?????? hehehheheh!!!